why do we have so many needs .or why do we have so many needs because some body else has expectation . is it required. i want to live a lazy life roaming from one place to other.travelling with a small back pack a pair of shoes a torn jacket a pair blue jeans and some shirts.i dont want any one to love me or any one to care .dont love or hate me . neutralize your self to me .
but instead its always this:
i want to do this i want to do that. i want to rule. i want lots of chicks or men to love me. i want to be respected. whyt expect things.those who may want these things quite desperately may criticize me . call me a hypocrite for not being able to accept their point of veiw.but should even that matter. and why did the perception of some propably non existant persone bother me anyways.or is it that i am an ordinary person to(see even i deep inside want ....want to be different.. to be special ). there are so many questions i need to ask that you need to ask butwhy. why cant we be content. why be cuirious. am i even trying to make sense or posting some random thoughts that come to my mind at lightning speeds.
is this fair to make you go through all this . why should i empty myself of all my burden( my thoughts could be heavy at times and disturbing most of the times.....like any other average human being). and i like any other human being have but so much to ask.
but i ask why dont others ask. is this pouring out going to set me free or will it force me to get back in a more cynical way.
